April 9th / 10th

It's been a while since i've wrote anything, I'm convinced no one reads this, so it's kinda pointless to write anything anymore. Also, it's 1:41 in the morning so I don't know whether that counts as the 9th or 10th.

Basically, today was a shitty day. Friday, yay! Wrong. First period maths was pretty decent, we didn't do much except watch some movie, talk a lot, and I finshed up a test from yesterday. That's what I love about my math teacher, is that when it's one of those days where you don't feel like working and all is wrong with the world, we just sit and talk about random stuff for pretty much the whole class.

Second period french, I really really really love french lately. Not because of the language, or the work we would be doing, but because since we finished reading the count of monte cristo, we've started watching this kinda mini series thing on youtube. It's the count of monte cristo, but in episodes? there's like 9 parts to each episode. It's in french, but it has english subtitles and despite my first impression of it being boring and terribly budget, it's actually really awesome. It's just got that whole dark, french, 19th century aristocracy feel to it, and i love it.

History was next, history is no fun. He's a great teacher, but all the work we do in class, ie all the projects, we have at the same time and they're all so drawn out it's hard to concentrate on just one. For example, my ISU on vikings. Assigned almost a month ago. I've done little more than write a few questions about vikings and reference a few websites. And I'm ahead of the class.

Music and Computers was fourth. I love music and computers. LOVE. I've got this habit lately of getting a guitar from the music room and sitting in the halls doing nothing because i'm so far ahead of the class. I normally sit right outside the gym because she has gym fourth and I'm enough of a creep to lurk around. I'm getting some Kristina she don't know I exist vibes, except we're dating. And I'm not Tomas Kalnoky, damn.

Anyways, yesterday I went up to the music room to nab a nylon stringed guitar, and resume my usual post. I hung around for a bit because my friend Mike went to grab a guitar too, so we talked for a bit. Then a curious thing happened, Tim entered the room. Via the door, despite being a sorcerer. Anyways, my friend tim's a drummer, so he got on drums, Spence came and went on piano, Jay, mike and I had guitars and JL or whoever that guy was came in and started playing the xylophone? Anyways, it was the best jam ever. Really mellow, kinda jazzy, kinda awesome.

So yeah, that was yesterday. Today I just kinda lurked around the gym a bit, got bored and went to play piano in the music room.. Turns out she was sick today, so I didn't miss anything.

After school I had ultimate practice. Ultimate is the best sport I have ever played, by far. I handed in my money, and got a frisbee. Not just any frisbee. It's a "Jousting Disco Camels" frisbee. Complete with illustrations. FUCK YES. Anyways, we were outside, inside, outside, inside. Just because it was cold? We went down to the field anyways, because it was sunny and 12 for all of five minutes. Then it snowed. Yeah, last weekend it was 25 out. Now it's snowing.

Anyways, that's all the regular shit about my day. After that, I was so tired I went home and napped. From like 5:30 to 10:30. Hence why I'm up at 2:00am. Anyways, my friend kyle made me feel like a douche today, because he was being a dick, and I pretty much called him on it, and then he pulled the old, you're being holier than thou bullshit, and maybe he was right? I dunno.

Things with simone are "great". That's what I say when billy asks. I say they're "excellent" when rob asks. Jack doesn't ask, he just kinda congratulates me because he's small and sexually frustrated and doesn't understand how I managed to find myself a beautiful young lady. But I don't really know how things are. I've got this nasty habit of overthinking things. And i've recently concluded that that type of person I am is the clingy type who feels strongly about the person I'm in a relationship with. I'm the kinda "I love you more than you love me" person. Just once I wish It'd be the opposite, but that would take pretty much a Jake fangirl, and i'm pretty sure I could never love someone obsessed with me. So, i've concluded I will always be one of the unfortunate people who thinks no matter what, that they will never be loved as much as they love.

I'm going to regret most of this post in the morning, if I decide to read it. I'm also on the hunt for a job, because my lifestyle lately has got me in the mood for a drink, but i've insufficient funds to support such a habit. "Habit" makes it sound like an addiction in denial.

Goodnight, good morning, afternoon, dusk, dawn, evening, or whatever other time it could be when you read this. I'm getting some sleep.